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Chapter 48

With a strong will to survive, Su Shi spent three days in the intensive care unit, and successfully escaped from death’s grasp. Then he was transferred to the general intensive care ward of the hospital.
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Finally freed from frequent heart palpitations and fainting spells, Su Shi blinked his eyes open, and vaguely saw the silhouette of a person. Subconsciously he spoke in a faint voice, “Brother…”

“Jinchu, Chairman Lin has gone to deal with the media and will be back soon.”

Seeing him trying to get up, the assistant quickly helped him lie back down and then adjusted the top half of the bed a bit higher. Finally, he smiled with a relieved sigh. “How do you feel? A little better? Should I call the doctor over to take a look?”

“No need, I’m fine.”

His body still had very little energy. It would seem that his plan to beat Lin Jing up would have to be postponed for a few more days.

Su Shi closed his eyes and shook his head. Thinking of how his experience points still flew away despite taking the plunge from a building, his mood dropped a lot again.

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“Ah, that’s right, you don’t know about the situation for the past few days yet!”

Seeing that Su Shi’s mood was not good, the assistant suddenly realized that he didn’t say his words clearly. He smacked his forehead and struggled to calm his tone. “Jinchu, Second Young Master went to clarify the car accident. Now everyone–”

“Brother Li, there’s no need to talk anymore.”

He didn’t want someone to sprinkle salt on his wounds. Su Shi interrupted the assistant in a low voice. The hand at his side clenched for a moment and then loosened again.

Seeing that his response was not right, the assistant looked slightly uncertain, and then hesitantly spoke in a soft voice. “Jinchu, things have finally come to light, but could it be that you’re not happy?”

“I–”

The other party wasn’t some important role that he needed to hide the truth from. Su Shi sighed gently before answering, but suddenly he heard the sound of faint footsteps from outside the door.

The protagonist must be eavesdropping again.

Su Shi had yet to find the person who had drugged him. Lin Jing must still have some pot left for him to grab. Right now, he definitely must not continue to brush the favorability of the protagonist.

“Of course I’m happy.”

Su Shi met the assistant’s gaze, his eyes were curved with a slight arc, but his gaze held an acrimonious chill that stung others and stung himself.

“The truth comes to light, and everything is clear. I also preserved my life. Is there anything that I could be unsatisfied with?”

Damage to the heart was difficult to completely recover from, and acting was a high-intensity profession. Losing his abundant strength and healthy body would hinder his acting career greatly.

Everyone knew it, but no one dared to say it.

The smile on the assistant’s face froze as he carefully stared at Su Shi’s cold expression. He braced himself and said, “Jinchu, the doctor said you need to rest more. Don’t think too much. I’ll help you lie down and sleep a little more…”

Translations by Vanilla Muse.

The assistant adjusted the bed back into a horizontal line. Su Shi listened to the sounds outside the door and realized that the footsteps that had stopped in front of the door for a long time had finally left. Only then did he feel relieved.

According to the protagonist’s personality, the more obedient and sensible Su Shi was, the more the protagonist would take care of him. So he would be arbitrarily mischievous like Lin Jing. Like so, he could hope to grab the pot back.

The drugging matter was still inconclusive. There must be some pot he could carry. There was still more than half a month before that plane flight*. As long as he was steady, he would definitely find opportunities.

[*T/N: Reminder, it is the plane that Mu Jinchu is supposed to die on.]

The assistant watched as the youth’s eyebrows softened, and he didn’t dare to speak again. He just pulled up the blanket for him, and using the excuse of calling for a doctor, he hurriedly left the room.

Lin Feng was standing at the entrance to the stairs. His eyes were dim.

It really turned out to be his own chairman. The assistant quickly rushed to meet him. He lowered his voice and said, “Chairman Lin, Jinchu, he–”

“He knew that I was there, and he spoke those words specifically for me to hear.”

He could almost imagine the stubbornness of the youth in the sickroom. Lin Feng’s lips twisted into a bitter arc, and his eyes were saturated with extremely dim warmth.

“In the current situation, the more I side with him, the more difficult things would become for the company and Lin Jing. The matter of the drugging has not been traced. It this continues, whether it is Lin Jing or the company, it is likely to be a fatal blow—He thought he could learn willfulness like Xiao Jing, and then I wouldn’t care about him anymore…”

“No wonder. I also feel that Jinchu holds you close in his heart. Right when he woke up, he called for you, but when he saw that it was me, he was quite disappointed.”

The assistant let out a breath of relief, but because of his words, he expressed some worries again, “Chairman Lin, shall we continue to investigate? If it really does end up affecting the company too much, I’m afraid that Jinchu would feel very apologetic…”

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Chapter 47

“Brother knows that it’s been very hard on you, knows that you’re very tired. You have to listen to me, you have to hang on…”

The body in his arms was silent, leaning docilely against him. The youth’s powerless arm dropped limply to the side.

Lin Feng embraced him tightly. His body couldn’t stop trembling faintly. Hot tears finally fell from his eyes.

He had obviously grabbed on to that child.

Clearly he had held on.

*

They had just arrived at the hospital and Su Shi was pushed into the emergency room right away.

“A great explosion of strength in a short amount of time caused his heart to be overloaded, triggering the injuries to the heart and lungs left behind from the car crash. The patient’s heart may have also suffered other injuries recently, for example—overdosing and the like…”
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The doctor cautiously remarked, his eyes hesitated on Lin Feng.

Lin Feng’s gaze turned heavy, and just as he was about to open his mouth, a violent tremor wracked Lin Jing’s body. He interrupted in a loud voice, “No–!”

“You can rest assured that we only let family members know, and we will naturally respect the patient’s right to privacy, and will not write it into the medical record.”

The doctor explained clearly, lowered his gaze, and put on his mouth mask again. “The patient is not in good condition and needs to sign a critical illness notice. We will try our best to treat him.”

“Understood. I’ll sign it.”

Lin Feng nodded, his dark eyes lit with fierce ink flames, and followed the doctor into the consultation room.

Looking at his brother’s back, Lin Jing took two steps back in despair, and was assisted by the assistant sitting on the side. “No, not right, he said nothing would happen. He said he would only faint. Nothing bad would happen…”

The assistant’s heart sank as he dragged him to a corner. “Second Young Master, who are you talking about?”

Lin Jing absent-mindedly shook his head. Abruptly he lifted his gaze.

Several medical staff rushed into the emergency room, half covering up the door. The young man was lying in unconscious silence on the table. The nurse performed chest compressions. The youth’s head was slightly turned to the side, his face pale and lifeless.

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Not long ago, that person was still holding his wrist firmly, his voice was resolute and firm, assuring him that he would not let go no matter what.

A chill crept silently into his very bones. Lin Jing suddenly didn’t dare to think about all the possible things that could happen. He fumbled out his mobile phone. Panicked tears poured down his face.

“I’ll post a message on weibo to explain what happened, and I’ll tell them…”

He incoherently typed up an apology on the microblog, and sent it out without considering the wording.

The door to the consultation room was pushed open and Lin Feng stepped out. His entire aura was dark and exhausted. He sat down silently on a chair outside the door.

Looking at Lin Feng’s cold face, the assistant gathered his nerves and whispered to him, “Chairman Lin, Second Young Master has already issued a statement to clarify the truth of the matter…”

Lin Jing quickly hurried over but did not have the courage to ask about the situation inside. He just stood beside his brother with his head bowed.

“Lin Jing.”

Lin Feng spoke in a heavy tone. His gaze was still fixed on the glowing red sign of the emergency room.

“Have you thought about what you would do if it’s too late?”

Mu Jinchu’s will to live was very weak, and emergency rescue could only maintain his vital signs temporarily. Just this burst of effort had caused his heartbeat to stop several times.

He never knew that Jinchu had already long lost his will to live. But at this juncture, he was really incapable of thinking too much. He even lacked the heart to investigate the drugging case or why Lin Jing would do something like that.

Translations by Vanilla Muse.

Lin Feng just wanted the other person to live well. As long as he could live on, as long as he could stand in front of him hale and whole, be able to smile at him and talk to him, then he would be willing to do whatever it took.

“How could it be too late?! No… he’s always so eager to be first, he definitely won’t be willing to give up. I still haven’t apologized to him. It won’t be too late!”

Looking at the bleak expression on his elder brother’s face, Lin Jing absentmindedly shook his head. He frantically pulled out his cell phone and hurried forward. He pounded forcefully against the closed door.

“Jinchu, I confessed to everything, I confessed! They’re all scolding me, look, no one is misunderstanding you now, and they all know that you are innocent. Hurry up and get better. I’ll apologize to you!”

His voice carried the undercurrent of tears. The hand banging on the door weakened and clenched into a fist. “You have to live. Please live, okay…?”

“Scram away from the door and get back here, we don’t need you adding to the mess!”

Lin Feng spoke sharply and pulled him back, but a surprised cry came from the emergency room. “Quick, quick, the patient’s heart rate and blood pressure have risen. Add another set of IV!”

[T/N: Ahaha, Su Shi’s blood pressure is rising again.]

Both Lins shut up at once, and there was a faint hope in their eyes.

In the emergency room, the nurse rushed back and forth, and several attending doctors in charge of the emergency room looked at the surging heart rate and blood pressure on the monitor. They turned to each other in shock.

Don’t know why, although they couldn’t see the patient’s expression through the oxygen mask, they couldn’t help but feel—that the patient seemed to be very angry…

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Chapter 46

The sound of wind whizzing past Su Shi’s ears only lasted for one second.

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Lin Feng was holding on to his body across the railings. The huge momentum caused Lin Fen to be unstable, and he knelt heavily on the ground, making a loud muffled sound.

Lin Feng hugged him tightly. The usually cold face revealed a bit of pain, but his gaze was firm and persistent.

The assistant hurriedly dragged Lin Jing up. The bodyguards on both sides arrived just then and helped the chairman pull the exhausted Mr. Mu up.

The situation quickly calmed down.

The body in his arms couldn’t help slumping to the floor. Lin Feng couldn’t attend to his younger brother, whose limbs were weak from fright. He drew Mu Jinchu towards him and half knelt on the floor with him. In a hoarse voice he called, “Jinchu– Jinchu!”

Su Shi hadn’t recovered from the shock. He was caught by the other while in a daze. He blinked his eyes slowly in disbelief.

There was definitely a bug!

When Lin Jing fell, the protagonist’s response was not so fast!

He could only look on helplessly as the points that were within reach grew wings and flew off. Su Shi leaned bonelessly back against Lin Feng’s arms. With his heart like ash, he knocked his head against the other’s chest.

Although he was out of danger, his body had yet to register the reality.

His heart was still beating violently. He had to breathe heavily to relieve the suffocation in his chest. The pain in his heart caused his vision to turn black for a while, and his hands couldn’t stop shaking from the excessive strain he had put them through.

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Lin Feng held him against his chest and hurriedly rubbed his arms for him. His gaze was so anxious that it looked like he might cry blood at any minute. “Where is it uncomfortable? Tell Brother, never mind, Brother will called the doctor over–”

“Don’t call the doctor…”

Don’t know what kind of drug Lin Jing had given him. Ever since he picked up the pot, his health value didn’t rise back up, but continued to decrease instead.

Win or lose, it all ends here.

Su Shi gasped for a few breaths, shook his head with a cough, and closed his eyes tiredly. “There’s no need to call a doctor, Brother. I’ll be good after resting for a while.”

“Okay, then Brother will carry you back inside.”

The floor was too cold. Lin Feng waited for his breathing to calm down, and then carried him all the way back to the bedroom.

At the moment, his heart nearly stopped beating from the immense fear. Finally, he was able to hold the young man’s frail and thin body in his arms again. For a moment, he did not dare to let go, or even dare to let him out of his sight.
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His body felt very uncomfortable. The surrounding atmosphere gave Su Shi a vague sense of nostalgia, and eventually he couldn’t help leaning closer into his arms.

Lin Feng’s chest was so painful that he almost couldn’t breathe. He pulled the young man firmly into his embrace and rubbed his spine in comfort. “Brother knows; you feel uncomfortable. It’s all right. Don’t be afraid. Brother is right here…”

The body in his arms was still curled up, even after hugging him for a while, he did not ease up at all, and instead his breathing became even more ragged. The temperature of the body continued to rise. One touch was enough to scare someone with the heat.

Just exerting this bit of effort, the child who still had some mental energy before had completely lost his strength. He leaned softly in his arms. His body shivered weakly.

Lin Feng was very anxious. He called softly to the young man but there was no response. In an instant, he picked up the young man. He shouted to the assistant outside the door. “Prepare the car! We’re going to the hospital right now!”

The assistant responded and ran out to prepare. Lin Jing stood at the door and watched his brother carrying Mu Jinchu and striding out of the house. He felt an ominous premonition in his heart, and his face paled.

Su Shi could barely break away from the drowsy darkness. He felt a familiar warmth embracing him from behind and faintly felt that he was sitting inside a speeding car.

The assistant was driving. Lin Jing didn’t know why he followed along. Lin Feng hugged him and sat in the back seat. He held his hand firmly with one hand, his entire body taut with worry.

Noticing his faint movements, Lin Feng immediately lowered his head. “Jinchu, what’s wrong? Do you feel very terrible?”

“Brother…”

His heart hurt so much it felt like it was about to explode out of his chest. Su Shi opened his mouth, but could only let out a faint breath.

“If I die, don’t reveal the truth. I crashed the car. It’s not Lin Jing or the company’s fault. You guys live well…”

“Don’t say stupid things. You won’t die.”

Lin Feng spoke in a suppressed voice. His hand tightened around Su Shi’s hand. His eyes were already blurry with tears. “Brother won’t let you be wronged. Never. No matter when, Brother will return justice to you…”

He could hardly speak. His eyes swam with hot tears. He lowered his head against Su Shi’s pale forehead. “You have to be obedient, Jinchu. You have to listen to Brother. You have to be fine, understand?”

“En.”

His heart felt sour and warm. Su Shi blinked and responded very lightly, but his vision was dimming.

The child in his arms seemed to be so tired that his answering voice was like a faint echo as he leaned closer into his arms.

Lin Feng’s heart sank.

“It’s going to be okay, Jinchu, hold on a little longer.”

Fearing that he could not hear clearly, he spoke directly into the ears of the youth, and fearing that he would feel cold, he pulled the youth even tighter into his arms.

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Chapter 45

“You’re tired. I’ll accompany you back to your room, okay?” Lin Feng said.

Not even the protagonist would be able to manage this situation*. Su Shi couldn’t think of any good countermeasures at the moment. He could only nod his head and let Lin Feng support him.

Vanilla Muse: Su Shi is saying even if he were the protagonist, he still wouldn’t be able to control public opinion, since it’s blown up to this degree. As in, he has no idea how to retrieve the pot. XP

Suddenly, the assistant’s frantic shouts could be heard from the hallway.

The two fell silent as they listened, and their faces changed as one. Su Shi struggled to stand and gave Lin Feng a firm push: “Brother I’m fine, hurry up and go to Lin Jing.”

Lin Feng nodded and left quickly. Su Shi took a deep breath and injected himself with some pain killers*. Bracing himself, he got up to follow.

Syeki: Not sure what kind of pain killers these are, I’m assuming it’s something he bought from the system?
Vanilla Muse: That’s my best guess, too.

Lin Jing was sitting on the edge of the railing of the balcony. His face was still pale and his eyes were red.

The assistant and the bodyguards were frozen in the same place, not daring to rush in but not taking their eyes off him.

“The hell are you doing, get down here now!”

The balcony had no guardrails. Lin Feng’s sight zoomed in on him as he yelled.

“Brother, I’ve done a lot of unforgivable things, I was wrong.”

Lin Jing was slowly shaking his head, a sorrowful smile on his face: “Jinchu, I’m sorry, it was all my fault, could you ever forgive me?”

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“I’ll never forgive you if you jump.”

The success of the main mission hinged on the safety of the mission’s target. If Lin Jing were to die, his coming to this world would amount to nothing more than a sightseeing tour.

His face was stern as he spoke. Su Shi was almost more nervous than Lin Jing, and his heart felt ready to leap out of his chest.

After hearing his words, Lin Jing met his gaze for a moment, then suddenly laughed deprecatingly at himself. He smiled: “My own brother does not care about my life and death, but you actually care. Jinchu, would you believe me if I say I regretted this?”

“I believe you.”

Su Shi slowly stepped closer unobtrusively, earnestly promising: “Come down first. Whatever the crime, I’ll bear it for you, anything else you did wrong, I’ll accept the responsibility for you.”

Upon hearing his words, Lin Feng’s eyes immediately tightened, but he forced his emotions aside, silently indicating to the bodyguards to move into position to rescue Lin Jing.

“No, you won’t be able to bear it.”

Lin Jing shook his head, his eyes twitching before he lowered his gaze: “I’m already done for. Jinchu, be careful of Liang Qiu, you need to stay away from him, he’s not a good person…”

That said, he suddenly tilted back like he had lost his balance. With his eyes closed and teeth gritted, he fell without warning.

“Xiao Jing!”

Lin Feng’s vision went black. He screamed and rushed forwards, but it was obviously too late.

Su Shi was a step ahead of him.

He had originally picked up the Royal Martial Arts skills for self defense. Who would have thought his first time using it would be for this purpose instead.

He had been maneuvering himself to the best position while he spoke, and now immediately sprang forwards. Planting a hand on the railing, he leapt over lightly and seized onto Lin Jing’s wrist as he fell. Both men dangled over the balcony.

Those who jump will always regret their decision on the way down. Lin Jing was immediately terrified as he felt himself falling, and instinctively grasped Su Shi’s hand as he flailed. The painkillers that Su Shi had injected himself with was overwhelming his body. He gritted his teeth: “Stop moving if you want to live!”

Frightened into obedience, Lin Jing ceased his struggles. Su Shi took a few deep breaths and endured as his heart thundered wildly: “Don’t worry, I won’t let go.”

What he was really hanging on to, were his precarious experience points.

Lin Feng and the assistant had already rushed over. Su Shi mustered his strength and heaved Lin Jing up at them, allowing them to grab onto his clothes. A thought suddenly occurred to him.

Lin Jing was being hauled up by his clothing. His own strength was fading fast, and he was almost at his limit.

If he were to lose his grip due to physical exhaustion and fall, the system was unlikely to count it against him as suicide.

There was still a large portion of Lin Jing’s fans who would not believe the truth. Although he had inexplicably lost the protagonist’s misunderstanding value, he could still win bonus points for carrying the blame to his death. The total experience points awarded would still be satisfactory.

It was the perfect game plan.

It’s now or never.

Lin Jing’s dangling body was pushed up by Mu Jinchu until he was within Lin Feng and the assistant’s grasp. With two people pulling him up, he could make it safely.

He could take this opportunity to leave the world perfectly.

Su Shi breathed a sigh of relief and closed his eyes silently.

As he focussed on reaching down to grab hold of his brother’s clothing, Lin Feng’s heart suddenly jumped and he raised his gaze.

Bearing Lin Jing’s weight seemed to have exhausted all of Mu Jinchu’s strength. His face was white as a sheet, his lips were pressed tightly together, and the light in his eyes gradually dimmed into tired relief.

He was already very tired.

An intense burst of fear hit Lin Feng and left him inexplicably unable to breathe. As he yanked on Lin Jing’s clothes, he felt his heart pound and was compelled to raise his head.

Su Shi released his hand.

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Chapter 44

This development of events was completely out of the expectations of the three people. Lin Jing’s face had turned white as a sheet. Lin Feng spared him a cursory glance, before continuing to scroll down slowly.

[ PickUpThePotAndRun: Gimme the mic! When I was watching the press conference, I kinda thought that Lin Jing seemed overly eager to pin the blame on Mu Jinchu, but then Mu Jinchu really just accepted it. So I thought that maybe I was just swayed by Mu Jinchu’s nice guy look and didn’t think too much about it… ]

Syeki: This is a bit unclear, but what it’s trying to say is that the commenter got the feeling that Lin Jing was overly anxious to pin the blame on Jinchu, but put it down to him/her feeling his way because Jinchu looks too much like a good boy, and is only now seriously considering that it could really be Lin Jing who’s the culprit instead of Jinchu.

[ Meloneatinguser: But why did Mu Jinchu do so, was it for love? ]

[ CloseYourEyesInTheDark: Think about it… I’m afraid if it was really for love, then isn’t Lin Jing just too despicable?? ]

[ Holm̂es: What are you all babbling about? Mu Jinchu is an artist under one of the Lin clan’s company’s branches. Lin Jing is the Young Master of the Lin clan, who in their right minds would dare to expose him? I’m just afraid that Mu Jinchu was too slow in his response, he may face some disciplinary action when he returns. ]

[ WhitecatSheriff: Another point to note. Lin Jing was scratched on his left cheek. According to the photos of the scene released by the police at that time, only the windshield on the driver’s side was broken. That is to say, the broken glass would have had to perfectly bypass Mu Jinchu’s head at the driver’s seat to scratch Lin Jing’s face 🙂 ]

[ Thestoryhalftold: Respect for the above _(:з」∠)_ Why hasn’t the police released the investigation results! Waiting anxiously! Or a statement release by the Lin clan would be good too! If all this is true, I’ll immediately convert from being Lin Jing’s fan to give all my love to Mu Jinchu! Those few seconds of watching him accepting all the blame, it’s too heartbreaking QAQ I wanna hug him!!! ]

Syeki: 楼上大佬给跪 (lóu shàng dà lǎo gěi guì) – Lit. upstairs I (arrogant) kneel. So it’s this big brother/sister kneels to the ones upstairs, upstairs referring to the previous commenters.

[ 2ndBattalionsPasta: Those above, wake up already. Won’t the Lin clan side with their own young master? Mu Jinchu won’t escape taking the fall for Lin Jing. This I know in my heart, and it’s enough. Anyway, I won’t believe any statement released by the Lin clan. ]

[ SomeoneElsesId0l: Tbh, even if it was Mu Jinchu who drove the car, at least he had the guts to come clean about it. It’s definitely not a character flaw. But if it was Lin Jing, drunk driving, denial, pinning the blame on others, I’ll never want to see him again, else I’ll really hate on him. ]

……

“Brother, stop looking, I don’t want to see it anymore!”

Lin Jing’s face had lost all colour. He grabbed Lin Feng’s wrist forcefully, his chest heaving as his tears fell: “Brother, Jinchu, you have to help me! I’m begging you, I swear I’ll change, I’ll mend my ways…”

“How do you expect Jinchu to save you, you want to ask him to release another statement again?”

Lin Feng remained cold and unmoved as an iceberg. He sighed as he spoke, his gaze complicated as it fell on the young man.

He had originally thought the two youngsters had discussed it beforehand before acting out the whole thing at the press conference, and did not expect Mu Jinchu to have been thoroughly ignorant before unexpectedly having to assume responsibility for a crime he did not commit.
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Having to grit your teeth while facing countless journalists and admit to something you did not do, without any warning or psychological preparation beforehand.

He suddenly understood why Jinchu would close himself off like this. Few who had experienced such a thing would come out unscathed, much less be inclined to trust anyone else after that.

Even those not involved were of the opinion that it was orchestrated by the company, what would Mu Jinchu think?

The young man sitting next to him was quiet. He did not look at the laptop, and Lin Jing’s crying did not attract his attention. He seemed to have fallen into a state of shock, his eyes empty and devoid of light.

Lin Feng’s chest suddenly tightened.

“Jinchu, don’t think about it anymore. You have already done enough— don’t involve yourself in this matter anymore, understood?”

Caressing the taut back of the youth next to him, Lin Feng turned to look at his own younger brother who seemed driven to distraction, before sighing softly.

“Xiao Jing, you release your own statement about what really happened that night. This is the best way, if the truth was exposed by other means, it would not only reflect badly on you, but could also severely impact the company…”

“No, no, I can’t do it, I can’t!”

Pushed to the breaking point by the anxiety which fueled his sleepless nights from the threats he had been receiving, and now faced with the prospect of a future as a censured outcast, something in Lin Jing snapped. His first misstep has led him irrevocably in a downward spiral. There was no turning back for him.

A strong wave of fear broke his last strand of reason. When Lin Jing looked up, he was only met with chilly disappointment from his brother. Suddenly panicking, he got up and fled from the room.

The assistant immediately gave chase. Lin Feng was about to get up as well, but recalled Mu Jinchu who was still seated by his side. His eyes softened again, and he looked apologetic.

“I’m sorry, I should have returned sooner.”

Carefully gathering the youth’s cold body into his arms, Lin Feng slowly stroked his back until warmth finally seeped into the taut body, and the boy gradually relaxed in his embrace.

He had been bearing his burdens in silence, and no one else but himself knew of the suffering it caused him, but still he spared no thought for himself.*

Syeki: 他究竟一个人承担了多少,自己居然直到一切伤害都已造成的时候,才想起把目光转到他的身上。 What I’m roughly gleaning is that, the weight of his burdens, only he himself knows, even after having received injuries, and only looked after himself after all is done.

Clearly such a good and lovable child.

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Chapter 43

It seems like Lin Jing had slipped something into Mu Jinchu’s drink to get him high, probably aiming to embarrass him at the party, but had miscalculated the amount. Panicked and disoriented, Mu Jinchu had rushed to leave, but ended up causing a car accident instead.

Even while trying to shoulder the blame, he had to rely a lot on guesswork. Su Shi had entirely given up on this hopeless teammate. Fixing his gaze firmly on Lin Feng, he said: “Brother, no one is implicating me. I know you mean well.”

Lin Feng stared at him, his chest suddenly burning with pain.

This reasoning was so full of loopholes, but he couldn’t bear to continue forcing this gentle and sensitive child.

“Jinchu, you have to know, I am your brother.”
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Lin Feng walked over to him and pulled the young man still standing at the doorway into his arms.

All his efforts to keep the youth warm had gone to waste, his body was cold to the touch again. His chest ached as Su Shi lay quietly in his hold, his soft, short hair gently brushing at Lin Feng’s neck.

“I care for you. Even if you misbehave or act foolishly, even if you don’t try to cover up for Lin Jing, I will still care for you.”

The body in his arms shifted, and his gaze was met with a pair of dark eyes full of incredulity, lost and bewildered.

Like a hurt little animal which was obviously terrified, but still approaching him so cautiously on soft paws with the claws sheathed.

Lin Feng couldn’t help squeezing his palms. He led Su Shi over to the sofa to sit, and even brought a blanket to drape over his legs.

“Brother, I—”

His confidence momentarily shaken from the blow, Su Shi grabbed at Lin Feng’s sleeves. Lin Feng held his hand and patted his head: “Don’t be afraid, I won’t force you.”

Having said that, he went to the table and brought out the laptop before returning to sit with Su Shi on the sofa.

“Xiao Jing, you come here too.”

Presumably out of consideration for Mu Jinchu, his tone was a great deal less severe, but there was no warmth in his voice.

Like a drowning man grasping at a lifeline*, Lin Feng scrambled up and hurried over.

[*Syeki: 如逢大赦 (Rú féng dàshè) – like one granted amnesty]

“Let’s take a look together at what is being said on the Internet. After reading it all, you can tell me again who crashed the car.”

Lin Feng’s tone remained steady. He could feel the body of the youth next to him tense up, but forced himself to hold still as he brought up the Weibo page.

Right now, if he were to attempt to exert some measure of control over the headlines, it would appear too deliberate. He wanted Mu Jinchu to be able to openly show his face in public with no fear of reprisal, and so had been looking for evidence and temporarily let things be.

The storm had not passed. Given another night to fester, the situation was only likely to worsen.

He knew how much Mu Jinchu hated these things, but he had to show him the most cruel side of reality in hopes that it would change his mind.

The top search result was, #The inside story of Mu Jinchu’s drunk driving#.

“Brother, please don’t, I don’t want to see it—”

Su Shi suddenly tugged on Lin Feng’s arm, his tone was almost pleading.

He knew Lin Feng was now dead certain that Jinchu had not been the driver, but he lacked solid evidence still. All those fierce and condemning messages against him would be meaningless once the blame was shifted onto Lin Jing, and his mission would be ruined beyond hope of salvation.

“Just this once, Jinchu. As long as you can bear with it and still tell me that you’re fine, then I will not pursue this matter again.”

Lin Feng shook his head at the child’s obstinate expression. He hardened his heart and clicked on the link.

The first hot result leapt out at them.

[ PleasecallmeLeiFengv: To the peanut gallery, let’s analyse all the points of suspicions of the press conference that were brought up by everyone these past two days. Case being: Not a fan nor a hater, People of the media.

First. Lin Jing said that Mu Jinchu crashed the car, Mu Jinchu hesitated for about five seconds, and then suddenly agreed.

Second. When the reporter asked further for specific details, Mu Jinchu was clearly at a loss, and then looked at Lin Jing, as if waiting for his signal.

Third. Lin Jing and Mu Jinchu’s stories were not aligned at the beginning. Then Mu Jinchu changed his story and repeated what Lin Jing had said. Then he apologised and the two of them stopped talking after that.

Fourth. Lin Jing was behaving weirdly, like he was hiding something.

This is as far as I’ve got. So who do you think crashed the car? ]

The replies it garnered has already exceeded ten thousand. The mess was no longer considered a discussion, but the public opinion was also no longer a one-sided view.

Scrolling down and down, the highest number of comments were actually focused on a photograph that was taken on the sly. The picture was blurry, but what was clearly seen was Mu Jinchu’s hand resting on Lin Jing’s head. Anyone could tell it was an act of giving comfort.

[ PasserbyofJusticeA: [image] The evidence is clear, so who was the driver? ]

[Syeki: 锤实 (Chuí shí) – lit real hammer. Referring to solid evidence such as pictures, videos, etc. 锤都这么实了(Chuí dōu zhème shíle) – lit the hammer is already so real.]

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Chapter 42

Upon turning around to follow the assistant’s line of sight, Lin Jing’s legs went weak. He fell to his knees as his soul left him.

“What drugs?”

With a heavy sense of foreboding, Lin Feng strode over to glare into his brother’s eyes, harshly demanding: “Who did you give the drugs to? Who threatened you, what the hell did you do to Jinchu?”

Lin Jing avoided his gaze, hurriedly shaking his head, his eyes filled with panic.

Looking at his mute brother, Lin Feng was suddenly roused into a fury. He jerked Lin Jing up, and dragged him stumbling into the study room.

Mu Jinchu’s medical reports were lying on the table. Lin Feng picked them up and brought it down hard over his younger brother’s head.
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Lin Jing fell to the ground and did not move. The assistant was about to help him when Lin Feng’s sternly sounded: “Don’t help him up. You, read it!”

Lin Jing snuck a look up at him. It didn’t seem like his elder brother had any intention of being soft hearted. He could only pick up the report, steel his nerves, and begin reading aloud.

“…Rib fracture, left lower lung contusion, pleural effusion, lumbosacral soft tissue contusion, right knee ligament tear…”

With every word, his face grew redder and redder from shame, until he could no longer continue. He hung his head as tears fell: “Brother, I was wrong.”

“So you finally admit it?”

Lin Feng glared at him with sharp eyes as his voice grew progressively colder: “The injuries of the body are heavy, but they will heal. You take a look at Jinchu’s Weibo page, do you know what they’re saying about him? Abusing, mocking, threatening— they want to see him dead!”

The ruthless jeers, pitiless and full of the intent to tear down and destroy a person. Lin Jing could almost visualise them, making his back break out in a cold sweat.

He has seen those messages, and the more he looked, the greater his fear and remorse grew.

He was wrong, but he couldn’t admit it.

The agent had told him that if he admitted now, he would not only become the culprit, but also a despicable liar.

The harsh accusations, taunts, and even threats that they see now would all fall on him.

There were some things you could not turn back from. Once you’ve taken the wrong step, you could only continue down that same path.

Nothing would happen to Jinchu. Their elder brother was obviously very protective of him, and his only crime was driving while drunk. As long as he endured and lied low for two years and found something else to attract the public’s attention, there would be a chance to make a comeback.

It wasn’t the same for himself.

Lin Jing’s chest moved rapidly, fear suffocating him. He lowered his eyes and muttered: “Brother, it’s my fault. I was fooling around with Jinchu, and I gave him a drink to loosen him up*. I didn’t think that he would end up causing a car accident on the way back…”

Syeki: Despite the sexual undertones here, it’s not like that. English just has too many dirty undertones lol.

His wildly jumping heart slowly calmed down and Lin Jing looked up cautiously, but was met with a look of cold disappointment in Lin Feng’s eyes.

He felt a knot in the pit of his stomach. A chill crawled up his back.

The disappointment radiating from his elder brother stabbed at him like thorns. His eyes turned red, and he couldn’t hold back the intense burst of emotions in his chest. He struggled to stand up: “Brother, are you trying to ruin me!”

Lin Feng narrowed his eyes at him silently. Lin Jing no longer cared about the current situation as he stood there panting and continued to swear.

“You’re going to stand on Jinchu’s side aren’t you? Go ahead! Let everyone know I’m a lying coward, let them come and tear me down instead. All Jinchu did was get into a car accident, all he has to do is wait it out and people will eventually forget about it, but it’s not the same for me! Why do you have to side with the outsider and force your own brother into a dead end—”

“Mr. Mu, why are you here!”

Outside the door, the assistant deliberately raised his voice to interrupt them. The expressions on the two men’s faces changed slightly.

Lin Feng’s heart slammed against his chest, the arm he had raised to hit Lin Jing slowly lowered to his side. He walked swiftly to the door.

The door was pulled open to reveal Mu Jinchu standing outside.

Despite the embarrassment of having been caught eavesdropping, Jinchu’s face was pale and calm, his gaze mild. He lowered his head with a slightly forced smile.

“Jinchu…”

The youth’s cautious smile left Lin Feng feeling breathless, and he heard his own voice come out sounding unconsciously hoarse.

“Why did you rush over here instead of resting properly? You don’t have to worry about these things, believe in me, I won’t let you be implicated—”

“Brother, I caused the car accident, and the drugs in the wine were also mine.”

Su Shi held on to the door frame for support and stood firmly. He had wanted to leap right in, but felt that it would really ruin the atmosphere, and hence stood earnestly at the door instead.

“I had been feeling really stressed lately and wanted to relax, so I followed Lin Jing to the party. Brother, taking drugs was wrong, can you help us cover this up? Just drop the matter and leave it in the past, please?”

Hearing this, Lin Jing’s gaze revealed stunned incredulity. He hurriedly turned around: “Jinchu—”

Su Shi gave no response, only shooting him a withering look of disdain.

All the shouting and ruckus and Lin Jing’s spilling the beans in his moment of hysteria to the assistant took place in the hallway, which was but a few steps away from his room. Of course, he had heard everything.

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Chapter 41

“I know, you’ve told me several times.”

The smile in Lin Feng’s eyes dissipated, but his tone was still gentle. Raising his hand, he gently caressed the youth’s soft hair: “Jinchu, you and Xiao Jing are equally important to me. I would not want to see either of you in trouble. Do you understand what I’m saying?”

Su Shi did not want to understand at all. In vain, his head shrank back into the quilt, his voice faintly sullen: “Brother, it was me who crashed the car, really. Why won’t you believe me…?”

Listening to his muted tone, Lin Feng’s chest felt tight. He couldn’t bear to press the issue any further. He bent over and gathered Su Shi into his arms, patting him through the quilt between them: “It’s okay, it’s okay, I believe you. I’ll believe everything you say.”

Liar, the misunderstanding values have already dropped to near failure levels!

Su Shi’s grievances were fierce. He clutched at his quilt, too upset to speak.
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Watching him suddenly slump in abject misery, sadness seeped into Lin Feng’s eyes.

The scene that had long faded from memory suddenly rose up in his mind’s eye.

The skinny and stubborn teen stood barefoot on the ground, body full of mud and bruises. He kept scrubbing at his face to wipe away the tears, the voice that had not broken yet was bitter and angry.

“Why is it that just because Lin Jing said I did it, he must be telling the truth? Why must everything I say be lies?”

“It really wasn’t me, why won’t any of you believe me!”

“Because I’m not related to you, so everything’s my fault!”

……

Before, he had viewed it as nothing more than a child throwing a tantrum. Now he felt as if there was a blunt knife sawing at his heart, he couldn’t breathe from the pain.

After all, Jinchu was a child taken in by their family, it was only right to have shown him some care.

Not only that. The child had a sensitive nature, and tended to keep to himself. He had never been good with words, unlike Xiao Jing, whose glib tongue could cleverly charm their parents.

Xiao Jing never did own up to that incident in the end. Their father had waved it off with a helpless smile and told them to go to bed, lightheartedly letting the matter settle.

Leaning against the sofa, he had glanced over at the noise in the living room, and then lowered his head to continue working on his paper. Their mother had ushered Xiao Jing back into the house while laughing lightly. Half scolding, half affectionately rubbing his head: “This child, can’t you be nicer to Jinchu?”

In the eyes of the adults, this was nothing more than one of the many common fights between children. There had never been any serious effort made to examine the facts to determine the truth, nor any need to distinguish who was right or wrong.

But in this moment, he suddenly understood the embarrassment, pain and despair that the teen standing in the corner must have felt, with nobody to confide in.

I had the chance to be a good brother.

But now, the child who once stood alone in the corner has closed off his heart.

He still worried over whether or not Lin Feng was tired, still thought of the reputation of the company, but he had also determined that as long as Lin Jing pushed the blame on him, he would never be given the chance to explain himself.

He didn’t believe that anyone would protect him— but unlike back when he was small, he no longer had the strength nor will to defend himself. All his thorns have been carefully turned inward, piercing himself bloody, never to harm anyone else.

Lin Feng stood in silence for a while. He no longer spoke, just ruffled Su Shi’s hair before turning off the wall and ceiling lights for him.

Su Shi held his breath, his eyes dull as his gaze subconsciously followed the back of the retreating figure.

Until the last faint ray of light was slowly eclipsed by the closing door, plunging the room into darkness.

*

Beneath the stairs, the assistant was still doing his best to complete the task assigned by his Chairman Lin.

When Chairman Lin came out from the bedroom, the young master would most certainly be killed. Before that happens, he must find out as many clues as he could.

The assistant was full of confidence, but before he even managed to start laying on the intimidation tactics, Lin Jing’s eyes had turned an angry red and he seized the assistant by the collar.

“So you’re one of them as well… what more do you want! I’ve already done what you asked for— I put the drugs into his wine, and he drank it. Are you saying the car accident was my fault as well?!”

“No, Second Young Master, you’ve misunderstood.”

A chill ran up the assistant’s spine as he was shoved back against the wall. He broke out in a cold sweat as his entire body stiffened.

“I just wanted to ask— who was at the party that day. If you tell me, I will put in a good word for you with Chairman Lin…”

“What?”

Lin Jing was dumbfounded. He turned pale as he realized he had overreacted and inadvertently let slip some things that ought not have been said. His grip loosened and he took two unsteady steps back: “Brother Li, you, you just treat what I said as nonsense, don’t tell elder brother! Please, you have to help me!”

The assistant staggered before straightening himself, stiffly supporting the other. As he looked up, he was greeted with the roiling rage swirling like ink in the dark eyes of his chairman, who was standing close by.

“Second Young Master… Do you still want to live?”

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This is the promised Valentine’s Day ❤️ bonus chapter. The contents of this one are appropriately sweet for the holiday, and there’s even a form of chocolate (hot cocoa ☕) featured. What a nice coincidence. Happy Valentine’s Day Everyone~ 😊


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Chapter 40

“Okay, okay, I won’t ask.”

His shoulder stung a bit, the person in his arms had used a fair bit of force to hit him.

Lin Feng pulled Su Shi into his embrace again, lightly patting his back and coaxing softly until he felt the body in his arms slowly relax. Relieved, he brought up the cup of hot cocoa to Su Shi’s lips: “Don’t feel bad. Drink a bit, be good now.”
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Chairman Lin had no experience in coaxing people, that he managed this much already taxed his abilities to the limit. Su Shi relented a little, and unenthusiastically sipped from the cup.

A familiar sweet taste filled his mouth and slid over his tongue. Su Shi looked up in surprise: “Brother, you know I like this?”

Sure enough, he still had the temperament of a child. Feed him something nice, and you’ll be forgiven immediately.

The look of delight in those eyes filled Lin Feng with a sense of satisfaction. He smiled and ruffled the head in his arms: “Well, now I know. Come find me in the future if you want to drink more. I’ll save a cup for you.”

Su Shi’s eyes turned faintly despondent. He lowered his gaze, lips curling downwards, and gave a light nod.

The slender youth was leaning meekly into his sturdy embrace, his lowered head revealing the smooth and exquisite curve of his neck.

Lin Feng’s heart softened. He caressed Su Shi’s back and said: “Don’t be afraid, I’ll be by your side.”

Bribed by the delicious hot cocoa, Su Shi shook his head and obediently yielded when Lin Feng pushed him to lie down. He couldn’t help but keep glancing at the other.

Hot cocoa was his favorite drink, but few knew how much milk he liked in it. In the previous world, only Wayne and the lieutenant knew of his preferences.

Based purely on looks alone, there were no resemblances between Lin Feng and Wayne. But when gazing deeply into those eyes, there did seem to be an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

Perhaps they were just two pools of data that happened to be similar. After all, they shared the same database; this lower-ranked world had fewer resources. It shouldn’t be surprising for him to encounter characters with similar dispositions.

Silently comforting himself, Su Shi calmed his palpitating heart, and firmly put aside those swirling thoughts.

“Why aren’t you sleeping yet? Can’t sleep?”

Lin Feng’s tone was soft. He raised his hand to tuck in a corner of the quilt.

The youth in front of him was lying down obediently but refused to close his eyes, and kept glancing at Lin Feng instead. Fine bangs scattered over his brows, the sight could melt the hearts of those who saw him.

He must have been afraid of being abandoned.

He was sent to live with the Lin family in the past, and this time he was sent to the detention center. He suffered those dark and cold nights alone, not knowing what awaited him in the future.

Recalling the scene in the detention center, Lin Feng’s mood turned heavy again.

This child was more sensible than anyone else. Lin Feng did not wish to embarrass him, but at the same time, did not wish to see him used as someone else’s scapegoat.

Even if that someone was his own biological brother.

Su Shi could not read his thoughts; just that the concerned gaze he was receiving made him feel anything but reassured. He quickly shook his head: “Brother, I’m fine, I’ll sleep now. You’ve been tiring yourself out the whole day, you should go get some rest.”

As he spoke, he shrank again into the quilt and earnestly closed his eyes.

Lin Feng gazed at him, the corners of his mouth curling upwards helplessly, a hint of laughter in his eyes.

Probably trying to build a sense of security for himself, the young man in front of him was burrowed into the warm nest of blankets, body curled up so as to seem smaller, his face finally showing a faint flush of healthy pink.

His delicate and pretty brows were soft and relaxed, giving the appearance of docility that tempted one to bully him. He appeared very much younger than his actual age.

It was obvious that he was still awake, his eyes still moving restlessly beneath the lids. From the way they were determinedly screwed shut, he would not be persuaded to open them.

Lin Feng looked at him for a long while, and finally couldn’t hold back a soft chuckle. He patted Su Shi’s forehead: “I’m not tired. You’ve had a hard time, and your body is not well. I’m worried about you.”

He had always known the child was a good-looking young man, capable of attracting an audience. But there were plenty of good-looking boys in the agency. It had never occurred to him that this person was special in any way.

But upon careful observation, he found this person to be extremely pleasing to the eyes, bringing a spreading warmth to the heart.

Lin Feng slowly stroked his short hair, and the light in his eyes became even gentler.

……

This situation was wrong.

Su Shi felt a little uneasy. Rubbing at his eyes, he carefully peeped at the protagonist through the gaps in his fingers.

Based on his earlier observation of how the Lin brothers treated each other, this person seemed extraordinarily tolerant of Su Shi.

His beautiful opportunity had just been snatched away before it had the chance to be acted upon. Fine, he could count it as his loss. He must not fail at the most important main task.

Wriggling closer to Lin Feng’s side, Su Shi sniffled before cautiously opening his mouth to remind him: “Brother, I caused the car accident…”

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