Chapter 12.2 – Eternal Love
Only after Zhou Yun Sheng questioned him did Xue Zi Xuan feel the dampness on his cheeks. He touched his face and his hand came away wet with tears. He spent his entire life composing this piece, but he didn’t play it until today, because the owner of this piece was now in front of him.
“This is the tune that I wrote for you.”
Xue Zi Xuan quickly wiped away his tears, stood up, and sat the boy down on the piano bench.
He demanded, “Xiao Yi, can you play it for me? I want to hear you play it for me once.” In his last life, this was a wish that he could not obtain even until his dying breath.
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Zhou Yun Sheng placed his hands on the piano keys, but he could not press a single key for the longest time. Although there was no music score, he could reproduce any song from start to finish just by listening to it once. However, this song was different from any song that he had ever heard before. It was alive. It was so sad, and so desperate; as if it were covered all over with cuts and bruises.
He couldn’t play it.
He really couldn’t.
Maybe he could copy the melody, but not its shattered hurt and beauty. He finally understood what Olsen was saying. It turned out that music with a soul was really different from music without a soul. Music with a soul lived in people’s hearts, and not in their ears.
“No, I can’t play.” He dropped his hands and shook his head, ashamed.
Xue Zi Xuan felt like he had fallen into an ice cellar. He bent down, hugged the boy tightly, and muttered: “You can’t play it because you don’t love me.”
Yes, he finally understood that whether it was in his previous life or in this life, the teenager had never loved him. Even if the youth and him had the closest physical relationship, his heart was still far away.
The desperation only appeared for a moment before Xue Zi Xuan drove it out of his mind. Not loving now did not mean not loving in the future. At this very moment, the youth was within his embrace, filling the empty space between his arms, and pouring warmth into him. What was he not satisfied with? He had a lifetime to get his heart.
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Zhou Yun Sheng heard Xue Zi Xuan’s whispered words, but he pretended not to hear it. He didn’t know how to respond to this love. It was too heavy, too sad, and too desperate. It seemed that Xue Zi Xuan himself knew that their feelings were actually built on a castle in the sky that would collapse at any moment.
The young man had brought him from the village to the city for his heart. And their intimacy was used as a means to take advantage of him. How could two people who each have their own ulterior motives love each other candidly? Unless everything could go back to the very beginning.
The two embraced quietly for a while. Then, while gazing deeply at each other, they kissed. Xue Zi Xuan threw the boy onto the big bed.
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薛子轩将少年扔到大床上，草草开拓两下就冲了进去。他动作很凶猛，双手死死掐住少年细瘦的腰，以免将他撞飞。唯有这样，他才能确定少年是属于他的，里里外外都是属于他的。
周允晟很快就迷失在剧烈的快感中。他喜欢粗暴的性爱，快速而有力的抽插让他忘却许多烦恼。当后穴渐渐发热，当电流穿过全身，当高潮占据理智，他攀在青年脖颈上忘情的呻吟。
什么反派系统、命运之子、现在未来，都他妈见鬼去吧。
“快点，快点，再快点！”他拍打着青年沾满汗水的背脊，一再催促他鞭挞自己。
现在的薛子轩完全没有往日的温柔俊雅、风度翩翩，他想是一只野兽，低吼着侵占身下的猎物，撞击一次比一次快速，一次比一次猛烈，恨不能把肿胀的囊袋也挤进少年湿热的蜜穴里去。当最后一波高潮来袭，两人死死搂抱在一起喷发，然后抽搐着软到在床上。他们谁都没有说话，也不想彼此分开，就着交合的姿势睡了过去。
翌日，感觉到后穴塞了一根火热的肉棒，周允晟恨不得将薛子轩那张沉睡中愈显俊美的脸摁进枕头里去。
“你没有帮我清理？会拉肚子，会发烧，重要的是会影响我比赛发挥。”他心宽的很，早已把昨天的隔阂忘得一干二净，掰着手指唠叨。
薛子轩箍紧他的腰肢，往里撞了撞，哑声调笑：“反正要清理，干脆我再射一回，把你灌满。”
周允晟很想啐他一脸，但到底屈服在他凶猛的攻击下，断断续续的说：“有、没有、人说过，你上床是禽兽、下、床、是绅士？”
“没有，因为我只跟你上床，我只爱你。”薛子轩一面大开大合抽插，一面表白。除了怀里的少年，他的身体忍受不了任何人的碰触，他给他下了盅。